Speech delivered by Arturo Sandoval
April 30, 2004
To the annual conference of the
New Mexico Coalition for a Livable Future
New Mexico is our homeland, whether our families have been here
10,000 years, 400 years, or arrived in a U-Haul last month by way
of New Jersey. By birth or by choice, we have made New Mexico our
homeland.
“Homeland” is a word that describes our state well. The words
I like best to describe our homeland are “Tierra Sagrada.” Vivimos
en una Tierra Sagrada.
I was born and raised in the Española Valley,
which is my homeland—myTierra
Sagrada. I did not realize it then, except perhaps intuitively,
but looking back over five decades, I realize now that I was raised
as much by “place” as I was by family and by community.
Our toys were “palitos de leña” that
we turned into horses that we raced across the llano.
In winter, we built our own sleds out of wood, and covered the
runners with thin strips of tin before propelling ourselves down
the nearby hills. More than anything else, we used our imaginations
and the place in which we lived to entertain and
educate ourselves.
My home was located a few hundred yards from the
boundary with Santa Clara Pueblo. The greatest part of neighboring
pueblo land was that it was open and undeveloped. I had a playground
bigger than as far as I could walk in 8 hours or even 10 hours.
This playground was filled with piñon and cedar, crisscrossed
with arroyos, singing with breezes that dried the sweat from my
brow as I played with my brothers and my friends over the hills
and in the arroyos.
Every day, I saw rabbits, lizards, coyotes, rattlesnakes,
owls, bluebirds, sparrows, worms. I saw and heard birds I still
don’t
know the names of, but whose songs echo in my dreams each night.
I learned to swim in the Rio Grande, where we built
our own crude diving board above a quiet pool along the Rio. There,
we kept from drowning by dog-paddling our way furiously from one
end of the pool to the other. We played Tarzan in the Bosque, where
it was eternally cool and dark throughout the hot summer days.
I was raised by my parents, by my older siblings,
by my tios
y tias, by my teachers, by my vecinos. But I was
raised as well by my “place”—my Tierra Sagrada.
I was hugged each night by the huge red-faced sun—embarrassed
because he tired before I did--setting over my playground in the
West. I was greeted each morning by the cu-cu-ru-cu-coo from
the gallinero. Western breezes tickled me. Birds talked
to me. Trees danced with me. Brujos prowled through my
neighborhood at night, disguised as snakes and owls. “Place” dirtied
my clothes, wrung sweat out of my boy’s body, made me late
for supper, waited up all night for me, and made me whole.
We know that the first New Mexicans honored “place” in
everything they did. Every bird, every stone, every arroyo, every
mesa, every tree had a soul. For them, “Place” is not
only about food and shelter. It is even more about soul and spirit.
Likewise, Indo-Hispanos brought a keen appreciation
for living with “place” to New Mexico as well. Our
dichos, our songs, our memories are all colored by our relationship
with this sacred land.
Conservationists also share a profound respect and
love for this place. They have worked hard over the last 40 to
50 years to keep many places in our homeland wild and open. For
that, we are grateful.
So, whether we are brown or black or pink or tan;
whether we live in downtown Albuquerque or in La Petaca; whether
we are rich or poor; smart or just plain lucky—all of us
are here today because, in one way or another, New Mexico has spoken
to each of us directly.
As I get older, I am ever more aware that the journey
that matters most to me is not the external trip of belongings
I have accumulated; or cars I have parked in my garage; or what
the neighbors might think of me. For me, the journey that counts
the most is that inner journey of the spirit and of the soul--our
inexhaustible quest for joy and peace and harmony.
Our challenge now is to create a communal vision
of what our sacred place should be: a vibrant, living organism
that we sustain so that in turn, we can be sustained.
Our challenge is to find the energy and spirit to
fight against a vision of our homeland that seeks short-term gain
over long-term viability.
Our expectation is that we will reach out across
those seemingly high barriers we think divide us: cowboy against
conservationist; White against Brown; rural against urban—and
find that common vision of a sacred place.